I stopped caring,
Oh, about 5 mintues ago.

I keep stuffing those words down your throat
Trying to make you believe im only shaking from the cold
That my face only looks so sad because im tired
That Im OK.

I beg silently in my head for you to fill that space beside me
For anyone to fill that space
Bacause its starting to hurt like it never has before
And I can barely remember life without out it

I thought the first had filled it.
They smiled a lot
And knew how to run
But they just ran away

I thought the second had filled it.
They laughed a lot
And told me all their secrets
But the gossip was too an inviting prospect

I thought the third had filled it.
They danced a lot
And told the best stories
But their eggshells were cutting my feet

I thought the forth had filled it, I really did.
They acted weird a lot
And always were there for me
But they were quick to change and add their words to the circuit

I  thought you had filled it.
You talked a lot
And knew everything their is to know about me
But you had your life and I wasn't it


So i just sit here,
And play with empty space